back again?
10:51 p.m. | Nov. 18, 2008

well, i've done two things tonight that i swore i would never do again.

first, the obvious one, i'm writing here. second, i stalked you online again. it's not really my fault that i did those things though, it's yours. you heard me. you're fault. for showing up again. nothing about you surprises me anymore. when i saw your name and saw that you were looking at me, it was like, i don't know, time had rewound and i'd just seen you yesterday. but isn't that always the way? i had to pretend i didn't see you. mostly because i looked like crap. but also because i couldn't give u the satisfaction of noticing you the minute you came in. which is stupid. who cares right?

so. so... nothing, i guess. that's it.

that's all i have to say.

oh, i'm infinitely glad you're okay. oh, and good luck with that marriage thing. it's tough. i hope ya'll have what it takes. the funny thing is, i can't even tell if i mean that or not.

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